I am filled with anger, jealousy and hatred consumes me...again a viscous cycle of love and hate creeps slowly into my life...Why I am burdened at another's success, why does my heart tighten when i hear praises and words of good will..why do i suddenly get ranged seeing such happiness and sweetness in one's life..

I am hating, I am angry, I am enraged...I am nothing...

Inner peace has escaped my essence..I am no longer concerned with being..i fill contented with destroying..

Your happiness matters..but so does mine..